China x Reader- Antichlorobenzene

China watched as you leapt out of the hotel window.

He frowned.

You don’t need to feel pity for those creatures who call themselves human.

What was your goal?

In a world where evil and jealousy were rampant, there would be no rules. No one could ever survive there.

He watched you silently, not making his presence known.

He watched where you were running, and quickly followed. Up ahead, which you hadn’t noticed; you were running in circles, but you didn’t know. There was a cat.

He walked by the cat, and gave it a treat.

Murmuring words into its ear, the cat nodded as if understanding, and Yao quickly hid himself.

He watched as you skidded and asked the cat what you should do. He smirked as the cat just pawed at itself, Americat clearly understanding something you didn’t.

Yao followed you to the lake.

It was all so sad.

It’s all so infuriating, so sorrowful, so meaningless.

He wanted to erase it all. Destroy it.

But the only way to not lose yourself was to submit to it.

He had tricked a lost cat.

Jealousy was so sad. So meaningless.

What do you hope to accomplish?

He watched as you screamed out your song, pure rage and jealousy showing on your face. He had seen your encounter with the human; you were inhumane; you called yourself human, but in reality you were just a beast, relying on instincts.

Is there any sin to this song?

There is none.

Is there any meaning to this song?

There is no meaning.

Is there any meaning to that song?

You were probably thinking of Benzene the moment you screamed out the moth killing chemical.

There is no meaning to that song.

Is there any sin to that song?

China frowned.

The sin to that song is....Benzene.

It’s so sad. So meaningless. I want to destroy it. I want to erase it.

He saw as Americat walked slowly towards him, and he grabbed Americat by the collar. He scowled as the cat started scratching at him. Yao threw the cat into the tree, severely damaging it and throwing it into the water.

He watched as you saw the cat.

The cat didn’t drown, he was pushed.

But you weren’t going to change.

The only way to save himself, China reasoned, was to give in.

All I want is to destroy it.

But I can’t.

Only giving up will save me.

That’s why my lies have become the truth.

I’m rusted. Crumbled.

So I will forgive.

Forgive this insane feeling.

Let's grow insane together.

I could almost fall in love with it.

He watched as you cackled into the night.

So I’ll forgive it all.

Neither you or him noticed the pair of eyes watching the both of you with cold indifference.

Which will you choose? The ones who give in, or the ones who try to be human?